Well, it has been a while since i blogged! This holiday sure has been epic for me in turning the mundane and rhythmical tides of life. Frankly speaking guys, i myself have been pondering too. I mean it is always very nice to hear that my close bros are seeing someone that are interested in them. To be honest, its really like a fairy tale. I was happy for them from the bottom of my heart.
...But somewhere, it was yet another scar haunting me again.
Don't get me wrong, i am not one of those guys that whine over their ex-s and muff over bottles of expensive liquor. In fact i am really grateful of my experiences; though short, each of them have a weight in my heart. They really shaped me to who i am today.
But today, i am encouraged no more.
I mean i understand, people do not reply messages when going out with their pals and stuff. At least from my past experiences i taught myself that. However if you were able to clear my messages off the whatsapp list, why wont you just acknowledge them? I know you are having the time of your life and i do not want to bother you with my dull and burdensome messages. So i waited and waited. Maybe i was a fool all along to expect something. Maybe she had just forgotten to reply my messages? Maybe she is still out? Maybe it was just me...?
Every little buzz on the phone got me so excited only to end up disappointed. Trust me, many will not say it but nothing beats the vicious cycle of crushing and reconstructing hope in tearing someones soul apart.
I think everyone just needs a little acknowledgement from time to time to make a little difference in others lives. So next time my dear friends, if you are thinking about whether to reply that message on whatsapp or not, please do. A little kindness can go a long way to making someones day. If someone has the courage to message you, do acknowledge the effort.
Looks like its just me being all sensitive and stuff like that again, huh.
I hope you had a good day. I certainly did.
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